OMG you know how people talk about their first sexual awakening? i always thought mine had passed me by lol and i just never noticed but then one day i just remembered out of the blue how as a kid i watched first knight and finding sommersby (i always remember it as 'finding sommersby' but the internet tells me otherwise) over and over again lol and it's got to have something to do with richard gere and his hair and those baggy shirts. i will have to rewatch them to see if they hold up!

i haven't read any of the books you mentioned sadly. i attempted mockingbird but it was so upsetting i put it down. i will give it another go.